Tuesday, 12 January 2010

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    Azure Ray
    By Azure Ray
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    Lately, whenever I've seen something as beautiful as this...

     
    Allure, 40x50. Casey Baugh (http://www.caseybaughfineart.com/)

    ....I have felt like throwing down my brush and giving up. It is hard to overcome the emotion of desperation in an environment lacking inspiration and routine. But I will persevere. Art has always been my passion, and it would be a shame to give it up now. Even in an industry of creativity (graphic design), I rarely feel as inspired as I think I should. But this thought occurred to me today as I was reading my daily devotion by Charles Spurgeon: The idea has never crossed my mind that just because Spurgeon was such a thoughtful and wise theologian, and so strong in the Christian faith, that I should give up my faith because I would never attain his level of practice. So, why should I cease the pursuit of a God-given talent on earth, simply because so many others excel around me? In fact, I suppose I should be more greatly spurred on by the successes of my fellow artists, rather than discouraged. Something to consider in the coming days as I begin a new painting. :)

Monday, 02 November 2009

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    Travel II
    By Future of Forestry
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    Updates

    What's been going on lately with me:

    Can't decide which blog I want to use on a regular basis... right now it looks like I'll just stick with posting on both at random and unpredictable times. (other blog: realhousewifechicago.blogspot.com)

    Visited a new church the weekend before last: Park Community Church
    And have begun attending a "small group" (aka Bible study) associated with the church community. Only one visit, so far, but it's encouraging by first impressions. I'm still feeling a little frustrated that I have such a hard time connecting with people in a church community -- sometimes I feel like no one but my family truly understands where I'm coming from. It is hard to feel spiritually stranded in your community, but I know there is a reason I have been put in this position, and am feeling a bit like the heroine of a book I just finished. More below...

    I completed the excellent novel St. Elmo by Augusta Jane Evans last Tuesday. It was a fascinating novel about a Southern orphan who is adopted into a wealthy lifestyle but encounters in her new home the hard-hearted son of her benefactress. She is utterly devoted to her faith, and her studies, and the novel follows the course of her life as she grows to love the godless man called St. Elmo -- and eventually becomes the inspiration for his salvation. It was such a good book, and I am so glad it came recommended by my mother. I'm seeking out more of Augusta Jane Evans' novels, though they are about as hard to find as would be expected for a now-obscure Southern female author (who was, as it so happens, on the side of the Confederacy). This may lead to a little publication project for me, but more on that later (if it comes to fruition).

    Other than that, my life has been a daily hodge-podge of work, cleaning, reading and watching TV (probably more than necessary) -- and more wasted minutes than I care to count.

Friday, 11 September 2009

  • I've noticed that I really only write on my blog when something new/exciting or tragic/disappointing happens. Or if I'm in a bad mood...or an especially good mood. Basically: the extremes. As it so happens, none of those situations applies at this current moment (unless you count boredom an extreme--which I don't). So, I figure I will just catalogue some of the fun things that have been going on in my life lately:

    Working on a variety of design/freelance projects for companies like...

    McCarthysOnTheRiverwalk - Restaurant & Pub
    Foto-Ops - Photo Book Design

    (Look these up on Facebook and become a fan!)


    Shopping online and trying to keep up decorating our lovely apartment:


     
    This is the new TV console I purchased with birthday funding! :)

    And, of course, cooking lots of interesting things, which I don't currently have photos of. But perhaps tonight....


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